Astro Boy

We brought the kids for the movie yest.... Quite a nice and interesting show....

Evan was very concentrated during the show, din even wan to eat the popcorns... Claudia was better than the last time, at least din walk around yest... haha

Cos it was Daddy's off day, both of them din wan to sleep... they claimed that they are very excited and can't wait to go out...  Halfway through the show, Claudia was snoring in my arms.... haha... and she slept all the way home till morning....

My new background!!

I love it!! All the monkeys simply remind me of my kids.... haha... always monkeying around....

Malay Wedding

We attended a Malay friend's wedding on Sun.... The kids were fascinated with the crowd and the setting, afterall they have never attended one before.....

While the adults were busy eating, the kids went around with my camera taking photos everywhere, everything and every body....  Some of the photos....

A nice and happy breakfast

Mummy brought them to Swensen's for breakfast on Sat morning..... Ordered 2 adult sets and both of them ate quite a lot, Mummy only get to eat those that they dun wan ... :(

Some quiet time for me while they were busy colouring....

Evan 5th Bday Part 3

We had dinner at Sentosa and went to watch Songs of the Sea... though it was a very very unhappy night but will still blog it for Evan's memory sake.....

The kids enjoyed the show though it was dizzling.....

Evan 5th Bday Part 2

After his simple celebration in school, asked him what would he like for lunch... His answer? MacDonald Happy Meal!!! Wat an easily contented boy... heehee....

After lunch, Mummy had them have fun at the 10cents machine... haha.... $2 is enough to let them have 20 games.... cheap cheap hor..... heehee

He actually asked for a big real drum set for his birthday present and said he wan to go for drumming class... No no... my neighbours will kill me for tat..... hahaha..... Managed to coax him with a mini toy drum.... haha... really an easily contented boy..... Happy Birthday Evan!!!

Lipstick??

Guess what is little princess doing?? Putting on lipstick!!! Of cos not a real one.... heehee.... its her new toy set.... Oh my little vainpot!!!

Evan's 5th Bday Part 1

Little Prince Evan is 5 !!!

He had his birthday celebration in the school.... He asked for a Thomas & Friends cake, i couldnt find it anywhere... Then i tried the neighbourhood cake shop and they have it!!! hahaha.... I dun know if its tasty but the picture looks nice to me....

He was having my camera and went around taking photos of his classmates... eh but no photos of the boys.... hahaha....

Who is at fault?

One day, the family went out for dinner without N... Halfway through the meal, my innocent Claudia suddenly said " N not here, I so happy :)"

What was my reaction? I laughed... (and Daddy did too) Anything wrong with tat? We were so used to her saying things like this in front of friends and relatives... N dun love me, only love Gor²... N dun sayang me... I am scared of N.... blah blah blah....

Would any idoit teach a 2.5 yr old gal to say all these things? Obviously no right? Then where is the problem? She can feel, she can hear, she can tell the unfairly treatment that she has been getting all this while... We, as the parents, know it but we kept quiet.... but if my little gal can feel it so strongly, are we still supposed to tell little white lies to her? Whenever u tell her "N loves u", 9 out of 10 times she will reply with a straight NO.... How to correct her when the facts differ?

What am I supposed to do? We kept quiet even though the double standard is so damn obvious... I dun tink Claudia deserves a scolding for saying this, she is just innocently expressing her feelings... Is it wrong? I can't squeeze her into other people's heart... To me, those hurtful words that were said in front of a innocent child for the past 2.5 yrs was wrong, my princess dun deserve this treatment....

Going back to work??

I have been contemplating about tis for the past 2 months.... really feel like going out to work before my value becomes 0... Though i still do part time work for Daddy but its different from working outside...The only reason that hold me back is the kids, dun know if they can get used to life without Mummy nagging day and night.... haha....

But actually kids can adapt very easily so I guess its also me who find it a bit hard to change my lifestyle :( afterall my life had revolved around them for the past 3 years.... everything is about them.... It is a blessing to be able to stay with them through their growing up years, witness their little and big achievements....

Sometimes back, I did mentioned it to Evan... telling him i may have to put him on full day childcare should I really go out to work... His tears rolled and my heart breaks....

Last night, he overheard us talking about work schedule and when I asked him over, saying I wan to talk to him.... His tears rolled again... "Mummy I know what u wan to tell me, I have to be full day is it?" That was not wat I wanted to say.... but he really melted out hearts and the look in Daddy's eyes told me I should continue looking after them.....

Should I feel touched, happy or sad? I dun know....