We are going on a holiday to Korea on 22 Mar-28 Mar 2010!!!!
2 days ago, Evan made Mummy real mad. I told him I am going to punish him by not allowing him on the trip and I tore his "ticket" in front of him... He was extremely sad but he accepted the fact and went to sleep....
The next morning, he woke up and went to pack his stuff. When I asked him why, he told me he need to pack his stuff to bring over to Ah Ma's place where he will stay for 6 days... He said tis with tears welling up in his eyes "Mummy, can I have a family photo to bring along so that I can look at it when I miss you?" Suddenly I felt so so guilty....
Later in the day, I tried to change the situation.... I told him I will try to get another ticket from the agency so that he can go.... He said " Mummy if you need to pay another $1000 for the new ticket then dun waste your money, I will go the next time" At the instant, I felt like giving myself a tight slap for causing him so much distress and disappointment!!! Wat a lousy wicked mum!!! Of cos I would not leave him here alone but din expect him to take my words so seriously :(
Evan is a mischievious boy and he can really drive me crazy at times.... but the soft side of him can really melt my heart..... He is a kind and understanding boy, it will be great if he can be less active at times....
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