Today while Evan was having his art class, we brought her to CP walk walk and have dinner at Delifrance... I cannot have my dinner in peace, she went into the arcade on her own so we haveto take turn to eat... ok fine....
Then we went shopping or rather she bring us shopping cos half the time she was leading the way.... ok fine we gave up on shopping....
so wats the next best thing to do? bring her to store and buy hottis for her.... we surrender!! Only tat can keep her quiet and still for a while.... Quickly picked Evan and go home, thinking tats the end of the night....
From carpark to home, we will pass by a playground.... she ignore us and went ahead to play on her own!!! Mummy was real angry already, walked to a corner to hide.... Evan cannot bear to leave his sister alone so keep calling her... but Claudia totally ignored him!!! Till Evan gave up and joined me....
My neighbour walked pass and tried to get her to look for me but she continued to play....OMG!! That went on for 10 mins till Daddy came from the carpark, he din managed to bring her down too.... All this while when she was playing, she dun seems to be affected by the fact that we are not around.... Mummy is filled with anger!!! Walked to her and catch her by force....
The best part is she din cry but keep saying " Mummy i love you correct?" At tis point, my heart melted but tried not to smile at her.... Is tis the in-born skill of a girl?? Actually made up my mind that I am going to beat her when we get home but just can't bear to do it..... Haiz.... I am real mad lor, taking deep breathe one after another.... tink I will go out of breathe soon.... Can you sense my anger reading this long long post?
Sometimes when I see other Mummies holding their little gal's hand, walking around... I really envy them.... I am just not fortunate enough :( Claudia behaves more like a boy, Evan is the one who is always holding my hand, walking next to me when we go out, and u can hear me keep saying "Mei² wait for me, dun run" ..... Daddy always say endure and she will be your best friend 20 years later, just like me and my mum.... oh oh will it ever happen? Even if it does, I need to be tortured for another 20 years??!!?!?!?!?
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