Since beginning of the year, I upgraded to full time sahm.... (though I still have to do paperwork at home plus going to store for misc stuff) but my main duty is my 2 kids cos both of them are going half day school.....
People have been telling me it is easy life, elders have been saying how they look after their many kids in the past, even me myself used to tink it will be better cos my morning are free.... but how wrong I am!!! Its more more tiring than before and my patience is undergoing a tough test!!!
People who say its easy life are those who have never been through it b4 or have helper at home!!! Elders who have been through it should be told tat kids now and then are totally different!!! During our childhood time, most kids are so guai and innocent... why got so smart like now??
The pathetic 3 hours when they were in school, Mummy have to eat breakfast, do marketing, run errands, prepare simple lunch plus forever unfinished housework..... my mornings are always in a rush, dunno why I forever time not enough.....
Once the kids are home, I will be busier.... feed them, got to tink of things to entertain them, endure Claudia's cries for attention, be mediator for their fights...... finally their nap time is the only time I have some saint Me time.... tats why I still insist Evan take aft nap, for his good and my good.... haha....
I have to admit that my temper is getting worse.... :( I seems to lost it more often, get angry easier.... oh gosh.... I tink Evan can sense it.... I was telling him I will get sad when he dun behave... his answer stunned me and make me reflect "But children will also get sad when Mummy scold them so often" Its time for me to think think and think...... being a sahm is to have better bonding with my kids, must make sure I keep that in mind!!!
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